#and it’ll be fine

[breathofthewildyaverage]

Starting working on this like weeks ago but I got frustrated and didn’t finish until now

“Started making it, had a breakdown. Bon Appetite”

This was my first time drawing something like this so be nice

[subtlybrilliant]

Keep thinking of that one post that compares activities to spell slots.

Overdrew my spell slots yesterday so going into today with one level of exhaustion.

[ultimateaclrecovery]

This about sums my feelings right now

Audio description:” when I was a kid I wanted to ride horses really badly and now after years and years of hard work and dedication I can finally ride horses really badly” 😂😂😂

Had our first show together with my pony Luna and it did not go particularly well. Had a refusal and a rail round 1, two rails round 2, and two refusals at this same jump in round 3 for an elimination. But I stayed on, both me and my pony did our best and honestly I got to go a horse show with a horse of my very own decked out in head to toe purple and if that isn’t living out my wildest childhood dreams nothing is.

And some of the jumps were okay!

Best of all tomorrow we get to try again, at a lower height to give me and the pony more margin of error and build our confidence and hopefully have a better time.

[trashpremiium]

girl help i think the panic is setting in

[jeyneofpoole]

it is so strange to go to the grocery store and realize that 65 percent of the people there just hate me and will always hate me. i mean it’s not like i didn’t know before. but i don’t think people in blue states will ever understand that level of sheer hopelessness and total demoralization and i wouldn’t wish it on them. if you love or even just know a southerner please realize that we can hear what you’re saying about us and it’s not just one wall of bigots here. people are already talking about refusing aid to states like texas and florida in the case of another natural disaster and i am begging you to realize that we fucking live here too.

[shepscapades]

Maybe now would be a good time to mention that Etho doesn’t technically join hermitcraft until after the start of Double Life… which means. Yeah dbhc Etho is still in reset-mode for the entirety of Double Life (this is about equally upsetting as it is genuinely hilarious)

(Despite being explicitly told not to force Etho to re-deviate by Xisuma and Doc, and after roughly a month of no luck, I’m sure you can imagine the impatience and desperation that went into Bdubs’ decision to sign Etho up for the next life series, considering the last one was the last time Bdubs really saw Etho. Or. As himself anyway.)

[kingkatsuki]

“Just the tip” and then him not being able to hold back because the pussy is just too good is one of the hottest things ever — I will die on this hill.

[javelinbk]

Sixty years ago today, Paul looked at John like… this

John Lennon and Paul McCartney performing I’m A Loser during The Beatles performance on Shindig!, 3rd October 1964 - part 3 (part 1, part 2, part 4)

[dreamerdrop]

Julian does kind of strike me as someone who just sort of. Endures suffering and then pushes it way, way down and pretends it doesn’t hurt.

Bad things happen and he just sits quietly and then pushes it down and pretends he’s okay so he can get on with whatever he needs to get on with.

Doesn’t know how to process trauma or misery inside himself, but he can help other people with theirs, so he just. Keeps going. Keeps working. Keeps trying.

It makes sense, I mean, the pivotal traumatic incident in his life was one he has never been allowed to even allude to out of fear. His parents don’t seem very emotionally available for him either, so he’s definitely never talked out those issues with them. So he’s probably just grown up pushing any off feelings back down and focusing on something else.

And even when his big ol secret is finally out, he still doesn’t really talk about it or acknlowedge it unless someone basically drags him kicking and screaming into having to focus on it. He never really talks about or addresses like. Anything.

Like his attempts at curing the blight and how fucked up he was over that. Or the time he thought he could save the Jem’Hadar from their ketracel white addiction. (And boy howdy does that episode take on new layers of pain when you think about him being so sympathetic to entities that were genetically engineered to suffer and his own backstory.) Surviving a psychic attack that basically involved his own subconscious mind trying to talk him into embracing death. A month in a prison camp where he probably definitely thought he was going to just die there, and then realizing no one knew he was gone, and his friends are not anywhere near disturbed enough by any of what just happened.

(To be clear, I think it’s fine that they didn’t realise it was a changeling. I think the reaction they have when they find out retroactively, however, is like. Guys. A minute ago you thought Julian Bashir, your close friend of several years, beloved station doctor, had betrayed the federation and had to be killed. Guys. Forget Julian for a second. How was this not traumatic for the rest of you?)

Then there’s all of that Sloan fuckery which is basically just three episodes of one man trying to gaslight Julian into a dissociative break for reasons.

And he just. Bounces back. Next episode, time to move on, insists he’s totally fine. Except he’s not. He gets gradually more and more tired and miserable and closed off but he just. Never fucking talks about it to anyone. Never deals with how messed up he’s slowly becoming. Never recovers. Never heals. Never gets closure for any of it.

He has so many wonderful moments where he comforts someone else when they break, when they’re scared, when they let all the bad stuff finally make them collapse.

But Julian just never really collapses like that, and it’s like he actively ensures he will never have the chance to collapse because he doesn't want to (and probably doesn’t know how to) deal with any of his issues.

Can you imagine what it would look like when he finally breaks.

[radios-universe]

oh aled last i wish nothing ever bad would happen to you ever :[

everytime i see aled in heartstopper i temporarily get so excited before i have to fight back my own knowledge of what happens to him in the future

[rooolt]

I’ll be so honest, I was so caught up in the high that was “who’s the bitch in her lap” and “Applebees is doing a shrimp jump” that I fully forgot this was a show where combat happened

[convoloutedinjoke]

If Harry’s tragedy is that he can’t go on like this but he has to, Kim’s tragedy is that he doesn’t have to go on like this but he will.

[ao3-shenanigans]

Help! I’ve been defeated! It’s my arch nemesis: Change of Plans!!

[l-just-want-to-see]

who up thinkin about the di angelo siblings and the grace siblings and how they were each other’s whole world and how they lost each other despite everything. How they did the best that they could do. Thinkin about abandonment issues and a deep sense of longing and crushing loneliness and parents who weren’t there and heavy expectations and and and

[xbuster]

Yeah, because Nintendo just never knew about Vimm’s Lair until now. You can’t pretend like it’s possible to keep the most popular direct download romsite that’s on the front page of Google when searching for ROMs a secret from Nintendo.

[gobullworth]

who else is wiling out!